Sunday, February 27, 2011

Artikkel: Usk ja ravimid / Article: Belief and medicines

"Usk võib ravimi toime nullida või kahekordistada"
21.02.2011 15:53

Usk, et ravim ei aita, võib nullida valuvaigistite toime, selgus Suurbritannia ja Saksa teadlaste tehtud uuringust. Samuti ilmnes vastupidine mõju – positiivsed ootused valuvaigisti toime suhtes kahekordistasid ravimi efekti.

Uuringut juhtinud teadlane Irene Tracy rääkis Reutersile, et inimesed lülitavad ootuste ja usu abil tõepoolest aju osi sisse ja välja. Seda näitasid uuringu käigus tehtud pildid katsealuste ajudest.

«Ootuste jõud on piisavalt suur, andmaks ravimitele lisakasu, ja kahjuks on need ka täiesti võimelised tegeliku valuvaigistava toime tühistamiseks,» sõnas Tracy.

Teadlase hinnangul on valminud uuringu tulemused olulised teiste ravimiuuringute valguses. Ootused võivad mängida rolli kliinilistes katsetes, kus inimestele antakse testimisel olevaid ravimeid ja võrdlusgrupile platseebot.


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Expectations can cancel out benefit of pain drugs
By Kate Kelland, Health and Science Correspondent

LONDON | Wed Feb 16, 2011 7:59pm EST

(Reuters) - People who don't believe their pain medicine will work can actually reduce or even cancel out the effectiveness of the drug, and images of their brains show how they are doing it, scientists said on Wednesday.

Researchers from Britain and Germany used brain scans to map how a person's feelings and past experiences can influence the effectiveness of medicines, and found that a powerful painkilling drug with a true biological effect can appear not to be working if a patient has been primed to expect it to fail.
By contrast, positive expectations about the treatment doubled the natural physiological or biochemical effect of an opioid drug among 22 healthy volunteers in the study.
The study of the placebo effect -- and its opposite the nocebo effect -- suggests that neural activity in certain brain areas could be monitored as a way to objectively gauge how well a drug is working for each patient, the researchers said.
"The brain imaging is telling us that patients really are switching on and off parts of their brains through the mechanisms of expectation -- positive and negative," said Irene Tracy of Britain's Oxford University, who led the research.
"(The effect of expectations) is powerful enough to give real added benefits of the drug, and unfortunately it is also very capable of overriding the true analgesic effect."
The placebo effect is the real benefit seen when patients are given dummy treatments but believe they will do them good. The nocebo effect is the opposite, when patients get real negative effects when they have doubts about a treatment.
For their study, the scientists used the drug remifentanil, a potent ultra short-acting synthetic opioid painkiller which is marketed by drugmakers GlaxoSmithKline and Abbott as Ultiva. The study was published in the Science Translational Medicine journal on Wednesday.
Volunteers were put in an MRI scanner and had heat applied to one leg. They were asked to rate pain on a 1 to 100 scale.
Unknown to the volunteers, the researchers started giving the drug via infusion to see what effects there would be when the volunteers had no knowledge or expectation of treatment. The average initial pain rating of 66 went down to 55.
The volunteers were then told they would now start to get the drug, although no change was actually made and they just continued receiving the opioid at the same dose. The average pain ratings dropped further to 39.
The volunteers were then told the drug had been stopped and warned that there may be an increase in pain. In reality, the drug was still being given at the same dose, but their pain intensity increased to 64 -- meaning the pain was almost as bad as it had been at the beginning, before they had had any drug.
Looking at scans, the researchers found that the brain's pain networks responded to different extents according to the varying expectations and matched the reports of pain.
Tracey said there may be lessons for the design of clinical trials, which often compare an experimental drug against a dummy pill to see if there is any effect beyond the placebo effect.
"We should control for the effect of people's expectations on the results of any clinical trial," she said. "At the very least we should make sure we minimize any negative expectations to make sure we're not masking true efficacy in a trial drug."
(Editing by Paul Casciato)

http://www.reuters.com/article/2011/02/17/us-pain-expectations-idUSTRE71F62A20110217
 


Sunday, February 13, 2011

Mõrv Läbi Süsti / Rockefelleri Meditsiini Konspiratsioon

The Rockefeller Medical Conspiracy
Eustace Mullins, Global Sciences Congress, December 1, 1990, Tampa, Florida.




"Murder By Injection - The Story of the Medical Conspiracy Against America"  by Eustace Mullins
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/archivos_pdf/murderinjection.pdf
Mullins in 'Murder by Injection: "Dr. Mendelsohn has also complained that terramycin was an ineffective antibiotic, its major result being that it left children with yellow-greenish teeth and tetracyclin deposits in their bones. He quotes the Boston Collaborative Drug Surveillance Program, which found that the risk of being killed by drug therapy in an American hospital was one in a thousand, and that 30,000 Americans died each year from adverse reactions to drugs prescribed for them by their doctors. Mendelsohn minces no words in his opinion of modern medicine. He calls it the Church of Death, whose Four Holy Waters are 1) immunizations; 2) fluoridated water; 3) intravenous fluids; and 4) silver nitrate. Mendelsohn dismisses all four as being "of questionable safety."

http://www.truthwinds.com/siterun_data/spectrum/volume3/S0310.PDF
Mullins in his book review of Eric Jon Phelps' Vatican Assasins, in The Spectrum, April 2002:
"Although I am continuously denounced as anti-Semitic by Zionist terrorist groups working actively with the Jesuits and Freemasons, I have never failed to credit the inspiration of my book Murder By Injection, the only history of the American Medical Association, to three Jewish dissidents whom I was proud to call friends: Morris Bealle, founder of the Capitol Hill News Service, whose book Medical Mussolini, a biography of Morris Fishbein, head of the AMA for many years, and his sequel The Drug Trust, led me to research the CIA and Jesuit control of the worldwide drug conspiracy and its techniques of people control; Dr. Emanuel
Goldenson, with whom I used to talk all night in his Manhattan mansion a few doors from Nelson Rockefellers residence; and Dr. Robert Mendelsohn, whose trenchant appearances on the nations leading talk-shows led to his untimely demise from a Washington heart attack as the only means of stopping him from educating the American people about the details of the medical conspiracy against them. These men were welcome allies in the crusade to bring The Truth to the American people, a crusade in which Brother Eric brings us all the vital information which we need to win this worldwide struggle. You will find his work a necessary tool in furthering your own understanding, and in our survival."


E.C. Mullins - Murder By Injection 1-3
Rockefeller Medical Monopoly, Florida 1992, Eustace Mullins interviewed by Bobby Lee, The Mouth of the South.








Hospitals, Temples of the Occult
Eustace Mullins, Global Sciences Congress, August 1993 in Denver.



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Thursday, February 3, 2011

H1N1/Seagripp - Vaktsiinid & Eesti ning Välismaa Meedia, 2011

Seagripi teema areng Eesti ajakirjanduses (1.-21.02.2011):

Lasteaed näitab gripi ennetamisel eeskuju

01.02.2011 11:53
Tallinnas tegutsev lasteaed Päikesejänku saatis lastevanematele laiali Terviseameti koostatud materjalid gripist hoidumise ja ennetuse kohta. Epideemiat lasteaias pole, kuid info jagamist pidas lasteaia juht siiski oluliseks.

Soomlased leidsid seose narkolepsia ja seagripivaktsiini vahel

01.02.2011 12:49
Täna avaldatud Soome tervishoiuameti ( THL) narkolepsia töörühma vaheraporti kohaselt on seagripivaktsiin mõjutanud kümnete Soome laste haigestumist narkolepsiasse.
THLi teatel on vaktsiini ja haiguse vahel väga selge seos ning ükski teine asjaolu haiguse tekkimist ei põhjenda, vahendab hs.fi
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Seagripivaktsiini tõttu narkolepsiasse haigestunud laste pered nõuavad kompensatsiooni

01.02.2011 15:51
Soomes 2009. ja 2010. aastal seagripivaktsiini tõttu narkolepsiasse haigestunud laste pered nõuavad riigilt kompensatsiooni.

Rootsi kaalub riskigruppide vaktsineerimissoovituste muutmist

01.02.2011 16:43
Soome tervishoiuameti (THL) vaheraport Pandemrix-vaktsiinist ja narkolepsiast sai tähelepanu osaliseks ka naaberriigis Rootsis.

Seagripivaktsiin võib tekitada narkolepsiat

02.02.2011 09:26
Soome tervishoiuameti vaheraporti järgi tuvastati seos seagripivaktsiini ja narkolepsiajuhtude sagenemise vahel. Eestis sellist seost luua ei saa, kuna meil on enamik narkolepsiahaigeid diagnoosimata.

Terviseamet: me ei suru seagripivaktsiini kellelegi peale

02.02.2011 10:19
Eestil on veel järel gripivaktsiini Pandemrix, mida seostatakse narkolepsia sagenemisega Põhjamaades, kuid ärevatest teadetest hoolimata selle hävitamisega ei kiirustata.

Päevaleht: "Kas ajakirjandus aitaks rahvast posijate käest päästa?"

02. veebruar 2011 12:31
Kuna Eestis ei ole seoses Pandemrix-vaktsiiniga narkolepsia juhtumeid esinenud, siis ei ole siinne meedia kajastanud sündmusi, mis seoses sellega Soomes alates eelmise aasta sügisest aset on leidnud.

Päevaleht: "Seagripp murrab Eestit samuti kui mullu"

02. veebruar 2011 13:19
Kõmuline seagripp pole tänavu jõudu kaotanud, kuid gripilaine laastab palju vähem inimesi.

ERR: Terviseamet peatas Pandemrixiga vaktsineerimise

02. veebruar 2011 14:18
Ministri otsusega peatas terviseamet H1N1 gripi vaktsiiniga Pandemrix vaktsineerimise, kuna see võib olla narkolepsia sagenemise põhjuseks, vahendas "Aktuaalne kaamera".
Ravimiameti kodulehe andmetel peavad teadlased tõenäoliseks, et Pandemrix koos mõne muu seni identifitseerimata faktoriga on põhjustanud narkolepsia sagenemise Soomes, kirjutab ERR-i uudisteportaal.

Narkolepsiaga seostatud vaktsiini kasutamine peatati ka Eestis

02.02.2011 14:54
Ministri otsusega peatas terviseamet seagripivaktsiini Pandemrix kasutamise, kuna see võib olla seotud narkolepsia sagenemisega Põhjamaades.

USA ajakiri kritiseerib Eestis tehtavaid ravimikatseid
07.02.2011 07:17
Kaks Ameerika nimekat uurivat ajakirjanikku maalivad üьleilmse levikuga üldhuviajakirjas pildi Eestist kui maast, kus suured lääne farmaatsiafirmad teevad inimeste peal ravimikatseid, mida neil oma asukohamaal oleks palju keerulisem läbi viia.

Haiget külastama vaktsineerimata ei saa
07.02.2011 08:27
Gripi vastu vaktsineerimata inimesed ei ole Tartu Ülikooli Kliinikumi külastajate hulgas praegu teretulnud, ütleb nakkusarst Matti Maimets.

Noorukeid hakatakse läkaköha vastu vaktsineerima
07.02.2011 15:01
Sotsiaalministeeriumis valminud immuniseerimiskava täiendus näeb ette 15-17 aasta vanuste noorukite täiendava revaktsineerimise läkaköha vastu.

WHO: narkolepsiajuhtumeid leiti tosinast riigist
08.02.2011 13:58
Maailma terviseorganisatsiooni (WHO) andmetel on narkolepsiajuhtumeid, mis on kerkinud esile pärast gripivaktsiini saamist, täheldatud laste ja noorte seas vähemalt tosinas riigis.

Kaitsesüst viis eakalt mehelt tervise
09.02.2011 00:28
79-aastane mees käis mullu oktoobris pere­arsti juures gripivastast kaitsesüsti tegemas. Päev hiljem tekkisid tal valud ning tasakaalu- ja mäluhäired.

Seagrippi surnu laps päästeti keisrilõikega
13.02.2011 11:18
Möödunud kolmapäeval kohutas Võrumaal asuva Mõniste küla inimesed tummaks uudis, et peatselt 30-aastaseks saama pidanud ning seitsmendat kuud lapseootel Jaana on surnud.

Gripi haripunkt on möödas, jätkuvalt domineerib seagripiviirus
16.02.2011 14:46
Terviseameti andmeil vähenes möödunud nädalal ülemiste hingamisteede viirusnakkustesse haigestunute arv 12 protsendi ja gripitaoliste haigusnähtudega inimeste arv 14 protsendi vхrra.

Gripivaktsiini seos narkolepsiaga ei leidnud veel kinnitust
21.02.2011 09:03
Euroopa Ravimiameti juures tegutseva inimravimite komitee hinnangul ei ole praeguste andmete põhjal võimalik kinnitada, et seagripivaktsiin Pandemrix põhjustas Soomes lastel ja noorukitel narkolepsiat.

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24.09.10 ELi agentuur: seost seagripivaktsiini ja narkolepsia vahel pole



Artiklid mujalt / Seagripi vaktsiini kahjulikest kõrvaltoimetest & WHO koostööst vaktsiinitootjatega:

Flu vaccination ban goes national after fever, convulsions in children (Australia)
http://www.watoday.com.au/wa-news/flu-vaccination-ban-goes-national-after-fever-convulsions-in-children-20100423-tglp.html?from=age_ft

Experts admit swine flu jab 'may cause' deadly nerve disease
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-1321203/Experts-admit-swine-flu-jab-cause-deadly-nerve-disease.html

Swine flu vaccine safety probed over link to rare sleep disorder
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/health/healthnews/7967815/Swine-flu-vaccine-safety-probed-over-link-to-rare-sleep-disorder.html

Vitamin D proven far better than vaccines at preventing influenza infections
http://www.naturalnews.com/029760_vitamin_D_influenza.html

WHO scandal exposed: Advisors received kickbacks from H1N1 vaccine manufacturers
http://www.naturalnews.com/028936_WHO_vaccines.html

World Health Organization Scientists Linked to Swine Flu Vaccine Makers
http://abcnews.go.com/Health/SwineFlu/swine-flu-pandemic-world-health-organization-scientists-linked/story?id=10829940

Reports accuse WHO of exaggerating H1N1 threat, possible ties to drug makers
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2010/06/04/AR2010060403034.html

Studies link H1N1 to seasonal flu shots
http://www.ctvbc.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20100407/bc_h1n1_study_100407/20100407?hub=BritishColumbiaHome

Rotarix rotavirus vaccine contaminated, officials say
http://edition.cnn.com/2010/HEALTH/03/22/rotavirus.vaccine/?hpt=T2
(CNN) -- Federal health authorities recommended Monday that doctors suspend using Rotarix, one of two vaccines licensed in the United States against rotavirus, saying the vaccine is contaminated with
material from a pig virus.

Baxter Sent Bird Flu Virus to European Labs by Error (Update2)
Feb. 24, 2009 (Bloomberg) -- Baxter International Inc. in Austria unintentionally contaminated samples with the bird flu virus that were used in laboratories in three neighboring countries, raising concern about the potential spread of the deadly disease.

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H1N1/Seagripi vaktsiini kahjulikkusest

Doctor Admits Vaccine Is More Deadly Than Swine Flu Itself & Will Not Give It To His Kids




Russia Today: High WHO Officials On PAYROLL of Vaccine Makers! (28.11.2009)




THE SMOKING GUN Novartis recalled H1N1 vaccine two months before outbreak in Mexico
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpiE0Hp-BUU
ATHLETE CRIPPLED BY FLU SHOT
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mR918eXB-4I&feature=relatedi
CENSORED POLISH HEALTH MINISTER SHOWS WISDOM OVER H1N1 SCANDAL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlqWFV098xw
POLISH PRIME MINISTER PUTS HEALTH OF THE NATION FIRST AND REJECTS H1N1 VACCINE !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4i7lRF80fU&feature=related
WARSAW, Poland — Polish Prime Minister Donald Tusk said Friday that his government won't buy vaccines for swine flu that have NOT been properly tested or from producers who won't take responsibility for possible side effects. Tusk told reporters that vaccine producers were PRESSURING governments to buy, but were also demanding that all responsibility and compensation for possible negative side effects fall upon government shoulders.
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Ukraine and World Pneumonic Plague Information
http://ukraineplague.blogspot.com/
70 Swine Flu Vaccine Stories - How it Ruined People's Lives
http://ukraineplague.blogspot.com/2009/11/fran-reader-put-together-70-swine-flu.html


Obama gives Baxter legal immunity in advance for any injury and death caused by H1N1 vaccine
text:
http://birdflu666.wordpress.com/2009/07/18/us-government-gives-baxter-novartis-legal-immunity-for-injury-and-death-caused-by-their-h1n1-jab/


Nõmme Raadio: Jüri Lina - Seagripist, vaktsiini ohtlikkusest jpm. (1-4)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1K1icp1pf28
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6d8f9bvyvI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJT_jmwl0LU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TXxtV4c92H4

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AIDS Inc. ( Gary Null, 2007 )

AIDS, Inc. is a film about the multi-billion dollar AIDS industry, and how it profits from continuing fears and misconceptions about the disease. While AIDS grabs the headlines and raises billions of dollars with celebrity endorsements and billionaire endowments, we are no closer to finding a cure than when the scourge first appeared 30 years ago. Could it be that after so many years of research, and so much money being spent, that the entire orthodox medical establishment has been wrong about AIDS, or even worse, has sought to profit on a system that it knew was flawed from the beginning?



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQVFA38j598

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HIV=AIDS: Fact or Fraud

HIV=AIDS: Fact or Fraud? A Stephen Allen film.
A shocking documentary that exposes HIV/AIDS as a deceptive and deadly scam.

This is a systematic dissection of the HIV/AID$ machine and how they hijacked a program designed to fight a worldwide plight of human suffering and drove it down the road to hell. Yet this program offers hope, inspired by the courage and articulate arguments of a group of growing voices internationally challenging the HIV=AIDS=DEATH hysteria. A MUST SEE for anyone interested in truly understanding the facts about HIV/AID$.





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTxvmKHYajQ
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http://www.youtube.com/user/rethinkingAIDS
http://www.youtube.com/user/rethinkingAIDS/playlists

http://www.youtube.com/user/AIDSTruth
http://www.youtube.com/user/AIDSTruth/playlists

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AIDS - maailma mastaabis pettus

http://web.zone.ee/mulk/1%20AIDS.pdf
http://web.zone.ee/mulk/
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Peter H. Duesberg
http://www.duesberg.com/


Peter H. Duesberg, Ph.D. is a professor of Molecular and Cell Biology at the University of California, Berkeley.
He isolated the first cancer gene through his work on retroviruses in 1970, and mapped the genetic structure of these viruses. This, and his subsequent work in the same field, resulted in his election to the National Academy of Sciences in 1986. He is also the recipient of a seven-year Outstanding Investigator Grant from the National Institutes of Health.
On the basis of his experience with retroviruses, Duesberg has challenged the virus-AIDS hypothesis in the pages of such journals as Cancer Research, Lancet, Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, Science, Nature, Journal of AIDS, AIDS Forschung, Biomedicine and Pharmacotherapeutics, New England Journal of Medicine and Research in Immunology.
He has instead proposed the hypothesis that the various American/European AIDS diseases are brought on by the long-term consumption of recreational drugs and/or AZT itself, which is prescribed to prevent or treat AIDS.
See The AIDS Dilemma: Drug diseases blamed on a passenger virus.

Peter H. Duesberg in wikipedia>
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter_H._Duesberg
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HIV And Cancer Come From Vaccines - Merck Vaccine Scientist Dr. Maurice Hilleman

This stunning censored interview conducted by medical historian Edward Shorter for WGBH public television (Boston) and Blackwell Science was cut from The Health Century due to its huge liability--the admission that Merck drug company vaccines have traditionally been injecting cancer viruses (SV40 and others) in people worldwide. This segment of In Lies We Trust: The CIA, Hollywood & Bioterrorism, produced and freely contributed by consumer protector and public health expert, Dr. Leonard Horowitz, features the world's leading vaccine expert, Dr. Maurice Hilleman, who explains why Merck's vaccines have spread AIDS, leukemia, and other horrific plagues worldwide.
 



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e93q7ANOO8k


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Luule Viilma - Spiritual Teacher



Luule Viilma (1950–2002) was an Estonian doctor, esotericist and practitioner of alternative medicine. She is best known for her parapsychological book series Teaching of Survival.
http://www.luuleviilma.ee/

Information about the author in wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luule_Viilma


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From her site :
In order to practice the mind healing it’s recommended to know the philosophical background of the mind healing which consists of the general principles of nature, of human being and of the relationships between them. So you’ll find a lot of philosophical discussion in a Teaching of Survival about who we are, why we are and where are we going to.

A Teaching of Survival is about life. What is life in the perspective of this teaching? What distinguishes a living thing from dead? If we examine closely both phenomenons we see that physically and chemically there is little difference between living and dead things. It’s impossible to say that certain matter is more alive than another. We could claim that growing is unique property of life, but stalactites in mountain caves grow as well, are they alive then? Perhaps intellect is a special property of life? But are one-cell amoebas more intellectual than Sony machine-puppy AIBO? There must be something more substantial to differentiate these two phenomenons.

We can do a little mind-experiment. Let’s imagine that we put an apple seed and a piece of wood into fertile soil and we install a movie camera into that place. Let’s say the camera is taking a picture once a week. When we later look at the movie we will see that quite soon the apple seed is changing and simple piece of wood is not. The seed is transforming itself to a plant growing out of the soil and later to a young tree. It seems like it is following certain path or trying to accomplish certain ideal state. But the piece of wood is still lying there and perhaps just decaying.

A Teaching of Survival is about staying alive. It’s about encouraging human beings to follow the ideal of human being. Life is a process which gives us the possibilities to accomplish that goal. It does it through situations which we call problems or obstacles. Each problem we face in our lives is a teacher trying to tell us something about ourselves. We just need to learn the language to understand their message.

This language is called the language of stresses and our body is the messenger. A Teaching of Survival is a study book of this language. By practicing according to this teaching you will understand the messages your body is sending to you. If you understand these messages you can make necessary adjustments and you will be able to follow the path of becoming healthy and complete.

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Lühidalt endast


1995. aastal Haapsalus.
Sündisin 6. aprillil 1950. Keskkooli lõpetasin Jõgeval. 1968-1974 õppisin TRÜ Arstiteaduskonnas. 18 aastat töötasin akušöör-günekoloogina. Alates 1991.a. Era-naistearstina. Kolm kuud hiljem käisin 15 päeva parapsühholoogia algkursust kuulamas. Sealt sai alguse tuntav pööra elus. Veel kolm kuud hiljem selgus, et näen. Ei taha kasutada sõna selgeltnägemine, see ei oleks aus. Kuna sõbrad selgeltnägijad mulle tõestasid, et näen, ei ole ma pidanud seda mingiks eriliseks võimeks. Pigem ei oska ette kujutada, mis see tavaline nägemine siis on.


Olin ametitöös arst, kelle kannatlikkust, rahulikkust ja veidrusi haigetega suhtlemisel kasutati töötamise algaastatel heas mõttes ära. Ka silmamõõtu ja ettenägelikkust läks pidevalt tarvis. Teises töökohas, viimased kaheksa aastat, tekitasin oma materiaalsete huvidega ja hirmudega kolleegidele palju probleeme ning olin sunnitud tavameditsiinist lahkuma. Ju ma ise endalegi märkamata aina rohkem ära pöörasin ja iseendas järjest kindlamaks muutusin, Jäär ikkagi. Eraarstist günekoloogina olin Eestis kaheksas litsentsiga eraarst, maakonnas aga esimene. Must lammas valgete seas.


Olin ja olen. Saatuse mõõk oli tõusnud.


Eraarstina lootsin ometi kord hakata normaalselt, ilma pideva väsimuseta ja õigesti haigetega tegelema. Kolm kuud hiljem nautisin parapsühholoogia kursust nagu sooja vanni, et enne uinumist hingerahu saada. Sain. Märkamatult on vannist saanud ääretu vaimuteaduste meri ja kallast ma enam ei näe. Näen, et põhi süveneb ja lained suurenevad. Hirmu õnneks ei ole. Kannatused on hirmu ära lihvinud.


Suhted materiaalse maailma raskustega olin lapsest saadik reguleerinud lihtsalt – sundkorras võisin ise teha ebameeldivat tööd või olla väga konfliktsetes situatsioonide, aga paralleelselt olin samal ajal ära. Ei näinud, kuulnud ega tundnud halba, olin lihtsalt seal, kus mul oli hea. Ma ei juurelnud kunagi, kas see oli fantaasia või unistustemaailm. Kummaline oli ainult see, et ma olin oma materiaalse töö alati hästi ära teinud (mind peeti koolis targaks ja kohusetruuks, kodus sõnakuulelikuks), aga kui küsiti, kas töö on valmis, siis ma olin sageli kimbatuses. Ma võisin teada, et tegema hakkasin, lõpust polnud aimugi. Nüüd tean, et suudan nii ära olla ja negatiivse endast nii lahti lasta, et ainult fotosüüdistus tõestab minu kohaloleku.


Kasvasin ateismiusu ajal, olin õppinud, et Jumalat ei ole. Aga kui keegi Jumala üle irvitas, siis oli ta minu meelest pühaduse rüvetaja. Minul oli endal kõrval tuntav kõrgem jõud, kes toetas, julgustas, kontrollis ja koputas südametunnistusele. Ta oli nimetu. Nime ei ole ma kunagi tähtsaks pidanud, sisu on tähtis. Minu olemise määrasid tunded, teistele oskasin neid materiaalsesse maailma alati ümber panna. Olin sageli rahukohtunik ja vastutaja.


Ei ole juhuslik, et Jumal on viimase kolme aasta jooksul kinkinud mulle üha enam ravijaoskusi just nimelt tunde- ja mõttemaailma lahtirääkimise tasandil. Pean maailmas kõike tähtsaks, ometi on mõte tähtsuselt esimene. Sõna on tema väljendaja füüsilisel tasandil. Mulle on antud õigus ja võime keerulisi asju lihtsaks rääkida. Alates 1993. aastast olen võimeline suhtlema Kristuse ja pühakutega. Sealt teadvustasin juba selgelt andestuse ja armastuse õpetuse ning inimeste ravimise selle abil.


Kahjuks ja õnneks on ravitulemused ainult siis püsivad, kui inimene mõistab miks ta on haige. Selleks peab ta palju teadma. Mida tervem tahab olla, seda rohkem peab teadma.


1994. aasta alguses kirjutasin esimese kirjatüki „Armastus, andestus ja tervis“. Ilma nende väheste baasteadmisteta ma inimese ravi ei alusta. Ligi aasta jooksul on mulle antud järjest rohkem teadmisi ja seega võimalusi selgitada haigetele nende häda algpõhjusi. Nimetame neid stressideks. Kui vabastame stressid andestamise abil, kaob haigus.


Ebaõigele mõttelaadile järgneb väär tegu ja haigus on selle väljendus. Füüsiline inimene suudab mõista, kui talle seda õpetada. Vajalik on vaid tahtmine. Tahe määrab tulemuse.


Kes otsib süüdlast väljastpoolt ennast, see terveks ei saa.


Ennast muutma saab hakata kohe praegu, kunagi ei jää me hiljaks. Ometi on parem, kui me teame algpõhjust, siis on tulemus kiirem ja kergem tulema.


Kõik see kirjapandu peaks Teile teadvustama Teie haiguse päritolu nii, et seda oleks võimalik kohe ravima hakata. Leidke ainult aega loogiliselt mõelda.


Veel tahan ma rõhutada, et antud õpetus on üks paljudest võimalustest. Inimene peab ise leidma endale sobiva. Nad on kõik ühe terviku osad.


Tuletage meelde Kristust, kes tuli inimestele õpetama andestamise ja armastamise lihtsat tarkust, aga keda rahvas oma rumaluses kuulda ei võtnud. Kristlased jutlustavad tänapäevalgi, et Kristus tuli inimesi oma kannatuste läbi lunastama. Aga mis tal muud üle jäi. Rahvas ei mõistnud õpetust omaks võtta, rahvas tahtis, et tema patud olematuks tehakse. Rahvas jätkab pattude tegemist ja aina loodab, et Kristus need jälle ja jälle lunastab. Aga kas Kristuse piinad võtsid kellegi vaeva ja häda ära? Ei võtud. Ainult siiras usk andestamisse ja Jumala armastusse aitasid.


Kristus näitas eeskuju. Õpetas elama, andestus ja armastus südames. Tema ristileminek näitas vaid, kui raske on õpetaja tee. Hinge võid endast anda, aga enne kui igaüks oma risti raskust ei ole kandnud, ei hakka ta mõtlema. Elu ei saa ega tohi kerge olla.


Liialt vähe on 2000 aastat inimkonda targemaks teinud. Õnneks erandite hulk kasvab. Erandid õnnistavad Maad.